I wish I didn’t still think about you.
When its silent, I can’t keep it out.
I hate that I wonder how you are,
How they are, and never hear a sound.
I can’t sleep. I sit here tearful at one a.m.
Only because the tv brings you back again.
I know all I have to do is call, but I promised myself I wouldn’t.
And you may never read these words.
I hope that’s not true.
Because that would be the saddest part of it all.


















